These past two weeks I have done a lot of deep soul searching. I’ve processed through a lot of emotions, wounds, and things about my past that still bother me today and this is the conclusion I’ve come to. I need to step away from my past. There’s a quote by Jeffrey R. Holland, “The past is to be learned from but not lived in.” All to often I let things from my past define what I do in my present. I self sabotage relationships with people because of things that happened in my past. Or I fail to believe healthy and positive things people say to me because of unhealthy and negative comments in my past. Honestly, these two weeks, have been hell and I have had to tell myself enough is enough. Continue reading
The feeling you get when you find the one person that is home to you. You feel safe and secure with them… you feel like you can tell them almost anything… you can’t wait to hang out with them and just talk or be silly… you want to do life with them in anyway. That’s the feeling I live for.
We tend to be our own worst critics. 2018 was a hard year for me. I wasn’t very nice to myself to say the least. My word for last year was healing, and I did a lot of healing, but I also went through a lot of hurts. Some of my hurt was caused by others and some was caused by my own doing. I found this quote the other day.. Continue reading
I’ve been hooked on this song recently. It is by Old Dominion No Such Thing As A Broken Heart. It talks about loving like there is no such thing as a broken heart. Wouldn’t that be great if you could do that? You wouldn’t put walls up and become guarded. You wouldn’t become jaded when it comes to trusting people and putting yourself out there. Continue reading