|You Did This For Me|

Lost deep in my thoughts, I look at the cross and ask myself,how could someone love me as much as You,to die such a death, to save this sinful soul? They crowned You with thorns,mocking You, for claiming to be a kingtheir shame and filth showed, as they spit upon You. You were beaten to... Continue Reading →

|Good-Bye 2019|

This year I have experienced pain that I couldn't even begin to describe. I have been numb to my core and have felt so disappointed. There were moments I had no idea what I wanted to do or howI would get out of my funk. There was a point this year where I lost myself... Continue Reading →

|Growing|

I've started this post so many times and so many different ways. But nothing really flowed and then tonight on my walk, I suppose it kind of hit me what I wanted to share as this post is about growing even when it's hard. I grew up going to church first with my mom and... Continue Reading →

|Voices|

I’m crumbling into a heap, there’s nowhere to go, nowhere to turn to, no one who cares. I can’t escape these voices, they’re taking over my mind telling me no one wants to help, and no one cares. “Why do you even bother, why do you try? You can’t do anything right, you’re nothing.” Blow... Continue Reading →

|The Eyes|

They say the eyes are the window to the soul, and when you look into mine what do you see? Do you see the emptiness that lingers from the past? Or the scars of not being worthy in someone else’s eyes? When I look in the mirror, I see empty lifeless eyes, that used to... Continue Reading →

|Courage|

We tend to be our own worst critics. 2018 was a hard year for me. I wasn't very nice to myself to say the least. My word for last year was healing, and I did a lot of healing, but I also went through a lot of hurts. Some of my hurt was caused by... Continue Reading →

|How’s Your Soul?|

I was in a small group awhile back and the person leading would ask us, "How is your soul?" I always dreaded this question because let's be real here, you had to actually come up with a somewhat vulnerable answer and could not just reply with "good" or "fine."To be quite honest, I don't know... Continue Reading →

Here I stand staring down the long road, feeling exhausted, broken, and lonely but I'm here, still standing still believing in all Your promises. When I am weary and burdened, and have lost all hope, You are there. When I start to stumble and lose strength, You are there, renewing my spirit. When I'm broken,... Continue Reading →

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